Friday, February 11, 2011
Fear = No plan
I recently found myself with a gut full of negativity. It was a black drape of darkness that put me in fear of everything, and that is how I recognized it. I realized how I felt and asked myself why am I afraid of eveything right now. Driving down the road I am afraid of getting pulled over. I am worried my car is over maintenance and will break down. I fear going to the doctor after being sick for 4 days and getting worse. I am worried and stressed about Valentines day. I am worried I wont be able to cover my added expenses next month. I am not sure about the opportunity meeting tomarrow night. I am worried I wont be able to pay for my kids college. How many times do we worry or fear. We have fear and it can overcome us. I found myself without faith. Without hope. Not looking forward to anything and worried about everything. What did this mean? I found a word for fear. Its " no plan". I didnt have a plan to get to where I needed to be on time so now I am speeding. I dont have any plans yet of taking my car in for maintenance. I dont have an appointment with the doctor. I dont have a plan for Valentines Day. I dont have a plan to cover my added expense next month. I dont have planned who is coming with me to the oportunity meeting tomarrow night. I dont have a plan in place to pay for my childs college. How many times you hear people are afraid now they wont be able to retire, well simply they are afraid of that because they dont have a plan on how to retire. Think about it? I did, and I started making plans and I tell ya, I feel much better.
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